Four leaf clovers, five leaf clovers

I’ve found a lot of four leaf and five leaf clovers before. But recently i’ve found a lot more in a specific field. On one day I found 5 four leaf clovers, and 1 five leaf clover. I thought that was pretty good and I took them home. On another day I decided to look around the same field again.  Amazingly there were loads and loads of four leaf clovers all growing there around the same sort of area. After collecting what I could hold I got 21 four leaf clovers and 8 five leaf clovers. Crazy. I didn’t find any six leaf clovers though (yet).

How to find four leaf and five leaf clovers

Walk through and spend some time looking at clovers, such as in fields etc. Keep a keen eye out. When you find what looks like might be a four leaf clover have a closer look and touch it to see. Often you may see three leaf clovers stuck to each other, which can be deceiving. But after looking around a lot you may be lucky and find a four leaf clover. Once you find one four leaf clover you will tend to find more of them around each other, and maybe a few five leaf ones too. So keep looking around once you located one.

Eliminating unhealthy influences from life

 

Cut out the things that put you down. The people who don’t genuinely make you happy. Make time for the things you enjoy.

It doesn’t however you shouldn’t face challenges or should hide negative feelings. Think long term too sometimes. Eating lots of sugary foods for example can give you a happiness boost at the time however it can leave you feeling lower at other times, as well as being addictive and unhealthy if you consume too much of it.

 

 

Dealing with our demons

It’s important to deal with our ‘demons’ (problems) before they get bigger and complex. When they begin they have be really simple. However they grow as they become interlinked with other issues or reinforced with thoughts. Don’t let these sorts of problems have control over you and deal with them at the root. Also don’t think about them being around you attached to you, but within you think about the strength you have to overcome and change. Don’t let external issues like this hold you down.

Howling

Being near the horizon

Howling into darkness

Nobody can hear you

Nobody knows

what you mean

We’ve met our limit

There is no way forward

No more to see

No way past the Horizon

It’s over.

 

Surrealism

When things blend into each other, like a dream like reality. Things seem to be real and yet not. You see it but is it really there. Are you awake? Or are you dreaming.

untangling

Untangle the emotional feelings that are tightly tied together, holding in. release them, understand them. express them fully. examine the relations you have and let go when you need to, don’t hold onto the rope when you don’t need to, be loose, be free. know you worth it. that you are great. that you can hold yourself.

 

Abstract forms and nature

We can see everything as abstract forms. The abstract components that make up life become connected, or you could say these abstract entities become stringed together. However I wouldn’t say these are real at all. Just another ‘fake’ way of seeing things but interesting at least.

We can see also that in the same way that people seem to function collection of objects, places can gain a sense of body where different parts become specialised over others and work together. Also these things form connections with other things and interlink. Nothing is not linked in someway even if indirectly.

We can see people as having different frequencies different skews different -orientations-
abstract wavelengths that do and reach different states and equilibriums of some kind (balanced or imbalanced).
When organisation is added to this chaos gives power to a controlled enity unit.
This organisation great and powerful and has far reach and power as it travels through and connects its components. This strength is good but can be harmful in removing independence and overtly controlling ‘the other’. Freedom of thought is important and to do what you want to do without always having others dictate this so you can take your own flow with things, even though influence from others can be useful too in some cases to change your direction.

Thanks for reading

 

When you lose interest

I had an interesting thought. When I lose interest is a class, discipline it is often not that I have learnt all I can (which is sometimes the case however) but that I don’t get to learn in my own way, apply my own techniques or ideas and take things forward in a way that I want to. Therefore I become isolated from the group just like what happens often with me in group work. I lose the passion that brought me to the subject to the first place and I disengage; losing touch with important ideas and feelings. Of course sometimes I write something and I forget how I was thinking and feeling when I wrote something so time itself can make you lose touch as well (which is why it is important to write down ideas clearly). It can be sad to say goodbye to something you thought you has much passion in but maybe its not too late to revisit it.

Making art

The importance of your relationship to certain ideas in the creative process.

Loneliness in the crowd

Recently I’ve been feeling a bit low and sad although perhaps an improvement over what I have felt in the not so long ago past. But what concerned me the most were the people around me. This is a little post on this.

People often influence what you do. Also when you want connection you usually seek it from people .So many people who are dulled out and that I find it hard to relate with. There are many people who are not worth spending time with and don’t really contribute to anything plus probably wouldn’t be able to relate to me either. Especially where I am at now (where people are even duller and seem to have a lack) the people I am required to associate with are often a drag on me and not a very good role models either.

The feeling of loneliness in the crowd is real. But the feeling that bugs me the most is that one of rejection. When you feel unwanted.

I do think to myself, right well don’t overthink all this just accept it. But having to deal with it all the time does make me sorta want to hide from the world further. I’ve already dealt with similar feelings in the past but it does get to me this, because I do try and reach out to people, but when that isn’t accepted it sorta bounces back to you as a feeling of disappointment. And each time I probably lose more composure and feel worse though the upside is more resilience (and my secondary school used to repeat over and over).

I suppose though challenges in life are good to some extent. But I guess isolation is after a while lonely especially when you don’t have other things to occupy you and after a while losing touch with things.

I’d say what is important though is finding connection to the self and enjoying life.

The opportunities and freedom you gain being alone are great. Like taking a quiet walk, observing things that others might not notice and going to places you want to go to.Sure there are missed opportunities with not being with people I suppose but you know if the people you could of been with are not worth it you probably aren’t missing anything and often people put up a facade. If drinking, doing drugs, listening to loud music are your game then  I rather not be involved.